In another post I said I heard footsteps in one of my dreams. I have no idea what that means. But I went to decode it and they didn't have anything about it. In another dream I had I was walking and I looked at the window of a car a few feet away from me and I saw someone (probably me) the same height as me wearing a white hood. And the hood had stripes. I think that the stripes were orange and blue. But I think that can mean a lot of things. I like to think that it has to do with a cult although I don't know why I would think of a random cult or gang. I like cults better than gangs. They sound better. If you show gang signs you can get in trouble. Show cult signs and they may be confused. There pretty much the same things but some are very different. There both groups of people, obviously. There both usually thought to be involved in drugs and murder and stealing and mass suicides. But still drugs are a weird thing to be into. They smell bad. Addictive and don't have much to do with anything. It's boring. If I was involved in drugs I wouldn't tell people. Murder and stealing are both sins so I wouldn't do that for "the thrill". But still it's fun. And are usually done by teen suburban girls. But that's believed to have been done for religious purposes. But gangs are also known to be involved in illegal graffiti and gang wars. Like in "The Warriors". But I don't care about or understand illegal graffiti. Art is "Art". But there not all about illegal things. Only the famous ones are. But theres a cult called "The Cult of Sincerity". Your not allowed to be sarcastic and you have to be "polite". Which makes sense since you should always be polite and the word sarcastic is Latin for "the tearing of skin". An old sacrificial method. And since I realized the word sacra is in sarcastic I don't know what to feel about it. In a way I think sarcasm is like lying. But I still think cults are better than gangs.

I like global news the interesting thing happen globally. Nothing good happens locally. It usually gives you that "I could have been someone I know" feeling. But global news makes you sympathetic in an "I don't care" kind of way and I like that. Like all of that stuff in Africa. But with economics and accidents I like that it's interesting to know how a war is going or how it started. Although its kind of depressing to know how my life can be since that's all they show. The things that can make life worse. When I see that I wonder if people care about those accidents. Like there was a accident in Ecuador a while ago by a company called Chevron. They've been drilling oil in the amazon for a while and they had an oil spill. There was a video made by activists showing how the way they're drilling oil is wrong and that they should clean after themselves. They got people sick and animals cause of puddles of oil that they make. I don't know how to clean oil but they should still be responsible for it. Isn't that a way to clear areas. Making it uninhabitable to live. By the commercial they made I wouldn't have known that. They showed animals without oil on then. Waterfalls and caves without oil in them. Lots of plants not covered in oil. They showed people who look like they don't know whats going on. And they constantly use the word "explorer" like they're just people walking in the forest. But I didn't think that would be in South America cause I once saw or read something about how in South America there are a lot of people who changed there cars cause they were using sugar cane as fuel. I forgot how. And the company. But I know that "Exxon is changing the way we think about oil".